Beta #4: The beginning of the end...

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Although it did rise, it obviously wasn't enough. They told me to go off the progesterone and let things take their course. If it was only the number I might still try to tell myself that there is still a chance but last night I had some spotting and today my "pregnant" twinges went away and the normal pre-period cramping started.

So those are the physical facts, I'm still processing the emotional...I'm sure that post is coming soon. However for now, I am going to turn off the computer, eat some chocolate cake and and have a pity party with my husband.