Waiting...waiting is horrible!! I told myself that the earliest I could POAS is Thursday (beta scheduled for Friday). I only let myself buy 2 so that's one for Thursday and one for Friday. However, I'm not really anxious to take one because at least now I can live in this dreamworld that I MIGHT be pregnant...once I take the test...I'm back to reality.
I thought I would be in this hopeful state...loving being "a little pregnant." But instead, I think all of the emotions that I ignored for the past few weeks while I was busy with appointments, shots, etc. are suddenly catching up to me.
Throughout the past year and a half I have handled the bad news pretty well, but now I'm worried, if this doesn't work...how will I react??